Days go by...

It's true: Time flies. (I haven't decided about the "when you're having fun part" yet, though.)

Can you believe we began this journey two years ago? Graden had his last full seizure in March -- two years ago! During that time, we have gradually found out what caused many of his traumas from birth to 3 years old. During 2012 alone, we have had more visits and tests than we have in the past 5 years of his entire life. 

A week has passed, and we continue our therapy. At our "check-in" on Tuesday, we were told he was doing great with his exercises at home. While he worked/played with the therapist, she reminded him about little techniques until he was doing them on his own. It's bittersweet watching him do so well, be so grown up...

When we got home from therapy Tuesday, I received a phone call from our Pulmonologist asking if I could come in Wednesday (the next day!) at 11:20 for an appointment. I wasn't sure what to expect, because the nurse didn't give me any information. Needless to say, Phil and I both went, unsure of what to expect.

After a painful 24-hour wait, we arrived at the appointment, which lasted longer than many of our other visits. The Doc reviewed Graden's last month or so of files, test results, and current condition and informed us that he wanted to touch base and pursue the next steps now instead of waiting until after therapy (remember, our doctor at Riley is giving us until April 5th to see if we can see an improvement).

So, next Thursday we are doing that "sleep study" I mentioned in my last post. Graden and I will be spending the night at Lutheran so they can watch him overnight. Our doctor will be the one doing the test, and he will be looking for a "Central Apnea," which is defined as: when the part of the brain that controls breathing doesn't properly maintain the breathing process (cited here).

The doctor continued to inform us that because of Graden's minimal (but difficult) side effects from the Chiari, we need to determine if there are other concerns being caused by the malformation; one such issue would be the central apnea, which, combined with the aspiration, would be two major side effects and be grounds for surgery. If we do not notice any apnea - or slight - we may be able to report back in April at Riley that our therapy is working and no other issues have been produced (at this point) from the Chiari.

Obviously, we're are hoping for little-to-no apnea! As if I don't already worry, especially about the seizure activity he experiences, the thought of Graden not breathing while sleeping is horrifying.

The doctor also suggested we do a test with an ENT on Graden's vocal chords (which I'm pretty sure just fine -- the kid is LOUD) to be sure there is no pressure there like we've seen in his laryngeal muscles (swallowing). 

Before we left, he calmly told us that this was not going away; even if we did the surgery, he wanted us to understand that the malformation would be there. And, worse yet, the surgery isn't a "cure all." We already knew, but that doesn't take the hurt away when we hear those words.

So, we're still at it... one day at a time, and that time is flying -- thankfully!